After completing 12th boards, and while we were looking upon the colleges that we could apply in, my mother completely repeated one thing.
"Let me stay with you!"
"No! I want to live alone and explore my life!" I said.

My friends got emotional and said, "Yaar! We all will move away from each other!"
And I was like, "Dude!! No one lives alone! We will be in touch forever, and this had to happen!"

There is a time now, I am alone!
Completely!!
Isn't this what I wanted ever in my life! To be alone, to experience everything by myself, to know the world, travel, all ALONE!
But why? Why do I want to be surrounded with people now? Why I want a shoulder to cry on? Why I already miss homecooked food? Why I miss Mom already? Why I feel like breaking down with every departure of a friend of mine? Why I hate being alone in my room as well as hate being surrounded with people?

This is a total personal confession I know. But I can't express this to anyone. Coz I soon realised that dreams, aspirations, ambition and career are synonyms with slight variation.
And all we fight for, that one thing, ambition! And end up in choosing a Career for ourselves.

And this day was well predicted. All we need is to say Adios Amigos. Goodbye to the past, and say Hello to the new life awaiting.

Its just that I am gonna miss each and everyone of you, my love, my friendship, my everything still remains with you guys, and no one can take and snatch it away from me, you, or anybody else....

Its not regret, its just growing up, and looking forward and moving on in life....

But I am here will be as crazy as ever guys! :P