It is again that time of the year when we make resolutions, promise to be a new person for a year, and again a new one in another year. We promise to lose the authenticity of being us. As we grow up, naive becomes gullible, naughty becomes devil, and the well wishers become hypocrites.
Humans have a queer habit of not being satisfied with what we get! Not that I am. I complain of having a better height, a better nose, a pouted upper lips (can't believe I am saying this!).
In short, we all have some bullshit desire to change ourselves to something we are not made for.
And all these wants and crazy aspirations comes up, because its hard for other people to accept us the way we are. We think about the society more than ourselves. We try to bring up a clone of ourselves whom we cannot recognize by ourselves.
I was one of those people, not happy with myself and wanted change. But you know what! As I turned an adult I realised that life ain't that grey as we think it is. The world is endless, and we are destined to meet those who appreciates the YOU that you are and not what others want you to become. Thankfully, I have been blessed with six such people in my life. And today when I write this it would be really unfair if I kept it confidential and hidden, as to how these people have changed my life, and if anyone can learn what fun it is to be you.
Well I would go chronologically,
Anindita, my friend, sister, guide. This pal of mine has exceptionally, understood me. She stood by me through every thick and thin of life. My first dance show in high school, first panipuri celebration in high school. I could call this friend of mine a true and devoted angel, with whom I can share everything and who could give her life for me. She has always been the one to set an example for being YOU.
Bansuri, Shweta, Nishita my college pals, who have come like a boon to my life and have always made me believe that I am the something that the world would appreciate and acknowledge. Bansuri has always been the soul sister, she knows what is going inside me before I say it. Someone who has solution to every problem I go through and the one to laugh out loud in every PJ I crack. Shweta has stood by me everytime, I had a sharp pain in my heart, someone who considered me more than herself and has been a partner in every crime I did till now. Nishita has been silently supporting there in all phases of my life, we smile she laughs, we get upset, she will be the one to shed tears, truly the most genuine human I have ever seen in my life as of yet.These three are the angels that God sent me when I had no hope.
And last but not the least, the most special person in my life. The one who has known how crazy I am since the beginning of what I call consciousness. Some one who has made me feel like never before and with whom I feel proud to stand tall and witness the world and grow old being the same old crazy person I used to be. Some one who has always been with me no matter what wrong happens with me, or how unpleasing and rude I become. Karan Pant, the man I adore, and the man I am irrevocably in love with for ages I guess. He has been the one to see me smile, get angry, whine about Justin Beiber, complaining about the small eyes I have. The man solely responsible to make me feel what the inner beauty feels like and the outer one too. Someone who has been the greatest and major support in life through all crisis and happiness.
I really can't thank you all enough to be there in my life and make my life a living experience and a worthwhile journey to travel together.
Humans have a queer habit of not being satisfied with what we get! Not that I am. I complain of having a better height, a better nose, a pouted upper lips (can't believe I am saying this!).
In short, we all have some bullshit desire to change ourselves to something we are not made for.
And all these wants and crazy aspirations comes up, because its hard for other people to accept us the way we are. We think about the society more than ourselves. We try to bring up a clone of ourselves whom we cannot recognize by ourselves.
I was one of those people, not happy with myself and wanted change. But you know what! As I turned an adult I realised that life ain't that grey as we think it is. The world is endless, and we are destined to meet those who appreciates the YOU that you are and not what others want you to become. Thankfully, I have been blessed with six such people in my life. And today when I write this it would be really unfair if I kept it confidential and hidden, as to how these people have changed my life, and if anyone can learn what fun it is to be you.
Well I would go chronologically,
Anindita, my friend, sister, guide. This pal of mine has exceptionally, understood me. She stood by me through every thick and thin of life. My first dance show in high school, first panipuri celebration in high school. I could call this friend of mine a true and devoted angel, with whom I can share everything and who could give her life for me. She has always been the one to set an example for being YOU.
Bansuri, Shweta, Nishita my college pals, who have come like a boon to my life and have always made me believe that I am the something that the world would appreciate and acknowledge. Bansuri has always been the soul sister, she knows what is going inside me before I say it. Someone who has solution to every problem I go through and the one to laugh out loud in every PJ I crack. Shweta has stood by me everytime, I had a sharp pain in my heart, someone who considered me more than herself and has been a partner in every crime I did till now. Nishita has been silently supporting there in all phases of my life, we smile she laughs, we get upset, she will be the one to shed tears, truly the most genuine human I have ever seen in my life as of yet.These three are the angels that God sent me when I had no hope.
And last but not the least, the most special person in my life. The one who has known how crazy I am since the beginning of what I call consciousness. Some one who has made me feel like never before and with whom I feel proud to stand tall and witness the world and grow old being the same old crazy person I used to be. Some one who has always been with me no matter what wrong happens with me, or how unpleasing and rude I become. Karan Pant, the man I adore, and the man I am irrevocably in love with for ages I guess. He has been the one to see me smile, get angry, whine about Justin Beiber, complaining about the small eyes I have. The man solely responsible to make me feel what the inner beauty feels like and the outer one too. Someone who has been the greatest and major support in life through all crisis and happiness.
I really can't thank you all enough to be there in my life and make my life a living experience and a worthwhile journey to travel together.
